Zen

So I have been a little over board with the exhaustion lately. I am feeling a little better today. A little anyway. Mostly I am stressing because I find I am having a harder time keeping on top of things I think. But it is all gonna be ok. I screwed up one assignment for my Sense of Place class very badly but it will all be ok. I am not going to freak out about it anymore. The only thing I can do is keep doing what I am doing. Do my homework as much at a time as I can and then spend the rest of the time relaxing, sleeping and eating. I can only try to have fun and enjoy the last few weeks until school is out. Summer will be here soon and then all I will have to worry about will be work and hanging out with Garret and all of my lovely friends. That isn't far away now.

Just need to take some deep breaths and do more for myself over the next few days so that I don't feel like I am going to explode. I just need to relax. I have vacation coming up. I can spend that time relaxing and getting work done and trying not to stress out too much when I don't get nearly as much done as I would like too cause I will only have 3 days off from work and at least one of them will be spent at the dentist. I need to remember that i am human and sometimes it is ok that I can't do everything I feel I should be able to do.

OK, I am now going to go and try to fulfill this quality of zen I feel I have found.