Complaining

Does anyone other than Garret actually read this thing? I feel like if they do then they must be very disappointed that it is a lot of me whining about being sick. I suppose that is natural since this is an outlet for my mind and my writing and the being sick thing is kind of a big thing right now but my God. It just seems like I have yet to find a way out of my own head and worries. I am still in that mode where I just want to grab someone and shake them and yell at them, "Hey, My stomach hurts and I have a crappy doctor who has failed to do anything about for almost two months now. Want to trade places?"