So I may have been neglecting this blog recently. I started a new one to chronicle my student teaching days but that's not really an excuse. Not a good one anyway. I have lots of things I could talk about on this blog. Like how I went over to my old apartment and yelled at Garret one night. Or about how I have now gone to Old Port twice and had a blast both times. Or about the boys who I have been stood up by recently. Or I could post about Mel and how great she has been to me while I have been coping with my recent relationship status change. I could write about being single. There are so many things I could write about. Its strange. Normally when I don't write a lot it is because not a lot is going on. Usually I don't write because I am busy with school or work or both. Recently though I have just been busy doing and haven't taken the time to write and reflect. I think that is a good thing. It means I am busy. It means I am out living life and trying to create a new one. One that doesn't include Garret.
It's been a challenge, this making a new life. There are nights when I want to give up. night when I am so lonely I can't stand it anymore and I just want to call Garret and beg him to take me back. Slowly though I am learning how to keep those thoughts at bay. I go out. I see friends. I work on school work. I read. I write. Yes! I write! I have a few story ideas that I have been batting around in my head. I have bee posting one on here. I should really work on that one a little more. But I am busy with school recently.
Anyway, this was just a quick update to say that I haven't forgotten this blog and that I haven't fallen off the face of the Earth.
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