I am just plain tired. I feel like I spend a little too much time taking care of my friends, my family, my cat, my work, my school work and my students. I lost a boyfriend but somehow the load doesn't feel all that lighter. Maybe it is time to really start thinking about me. Maybe it is time to be a hermit. At least for a little while. My apartment is nice and relaxing. I can just stay in, do school work and not worry about anything but my life for a while. That might be nice. And quiet. I need to learn to be lonely. I spend so much time surrounded by people. The last day I remember when I was completely alone all day and enjoyed it was the snow where I wrote my CFA for school.
Yeah, it's time. More days like that.
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