Have you ever felt a pain in your back and stomach so deep that you think you would have to dig a hole through the midsection of your body in order to get it out? That is how I feel. Why does it hurt so badly? Is this some kind of punishment for my mean thoughts yesterday? Is this really necessary? Does God hate me or something? I really just want to curl up and not move. But I can't. I have a ton of stuff I have to do so that I can work 8 hours on Thursday and not fall behind on my homework. Maybe I can convince work and school that I am dead so that I can not move for a week or so. That would be nice. I really just want to curl up on my bed in just my underwear under a big blanket and watch bad movies and eat a lot of chocolate. Garret and I used to talk about doing that a lot. It sounds really good right now.
Class was good today except for the part where my body decided it really is female. Yep, it always seems to happen when I am in the middle of something. Why is that?
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