Monday, November 16, 2009

A Letter of Apology Not Given

Dear Tim,

I'm sorry for everything the conflict between Aimee and me has put you through. I know it must be tough living in such a tense environment. I hope you know that I really did try to be her friend and for a while I was able to. But I realized that in doing so I was compromising a part of me that I really like. I don't take shit from anybody. I was laying down and taking her shit. I was letting her make me feel like I was less than her. Like I was not worth the dirt she walked on. I have never let someone make me feel so worthless in my entire life and I realized that I am not about to start now. I really wanted to be her friend if only because you, Lefty, Kristy and Garret seemed to respect her so much and because all that respect means something to me. But I don't feel like my worth as an individual is being respected by her and it has already affected my view of my own self-worth. What it would cost for me to continue being her friend is not worth it to me. Please, forgive me this? Please, do not judge me for this. You have been a good friend in the past and I would like to keep being friends.

Sincerely,
Dani

1 comment:

Raina said...

:D As much as I don't like him anymore, it was wonderful of you to write this. Maybe show him?