Sunday, November 8, 2009

Coming Home

I worked all day today like I do every Sunday. I'm very tired. I'm kind of wishing I could do what my cat is doing right now and just spread out on the bed and go to sleep. I'm not sure I am ready for it to be tomorrow yet though. I like the quiet time with Garret. It is so nice for it to just be the two of us. I'd like to just block the whole world out. It is so time for a place that is just ours. I'm not sure what I was thinking before. Only about 6 more months now. Yay. I can do that. Halfway done.

Not much happened today so there isn't much to post. I got up, went to work, after work I saw my mom and brother and step-dad, then I picked up Garret, we got supper, went home, put stuff away and got unpacked. Now I am just hanging out and relaxing. Waiting to get in the shower. I'm not really sure I even care to take one. I'm cold and tired. I should though. I smell like sweat and Staples and probably a little like smoke from being at mom's. Mom's so warm compared to the car and to my apartment. I wonder if the heat has been turned down while I have been away.

I'm always nervous about returning to the apartment after being away. Not sure why. I want to be home but it isn't always very restful when I am home. I don't always feel at ease. I feel better when Garret is here or when I am alone. But that can't happen all the time. I have been keeping my door closed a lot. I like having my own space.

Ok, shower and bed. That is enough of this tonight.

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