Every thing has hanged and yet the world keeps going. I wish it wouldn't. I wish it would hold still. I wish that I didn't have to keep going on with my life. I don't have him anymore and it feels like all of my drive and confidence and strength left with him. Student teaching looms just over the horizon and all I can think is, "I can't do it without him." I was counting on him to help me through like he has for so long now. I was counting on him to remind me that I do need to eat and sleep and take time to just relax. I was counting on him to remind me that the world is a good place. I was counting on so many things. How can I do this without him?
I am starting all over again and I don't know where to begin.
I don't know how to be without him.
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