He is seeing someone else and no matter how hard I try I can't convince myself to be ok with this. I can't believe that two weeks after dumping me he is seeing someone else. I can't believe that they posted it on facebook. Maybe they didn't mean to rub it in my face but they are. I hate their bullshit about how sorry they are that they are hurting me. They don't give one little bit about me. I wish they would stop lying to me and to themselves. Neither of them ever cared about me. I can't believe that when I asked him if there was another girl that he said no. I hate the lies. All of them.
The lies about how he would always love me and wouldn't ever be the one to end things. The lies about how he still love me. Obviously you don't because you're seeing someone else. Why couldn't you just stick it out with me? So what if some day in the future you resent me? That means we could have had years longer together. And you took that from me. I guess you just didn't feel that way about me anymore.
I hope you're happy because I am done. I am done with you and your lies. I am done with compromising to make you happy. You asked me to change my facebook status to nothing even though I wanted it to be single. I did it cause I still loved you and it seemed important to you. But she wants to put that you two are in a relationship and thats fine? Why are her feeling more important than mine if you ever cared for me at all? I compromised yet again. Screw that.
No more. I'm not doing anything for you ever again.
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